Beyond Powder Puff

 

For the Bully Arrogant Gym obsessed violent man I used to be, going on the muscle loss meds was almost as bad as the estrogen or all the surgeries I was sentenced to back then.

My lovely therapist Doctor Klein said it was my own fault for being all resistant to the work she was trying to do helping me obliterate my male ego. Not being able to protect myself would make me a better person. My Kid Sister could kick my tush with ease now but she wouldn't Chloe's been really nice and supportive actuals.

So like yar I feel pretty aligned as Jessica now 


While prissing about in furs and couture only heiresses and the wives of billionaires can afford is mortifying and humiliating, to be admired and so wanted by designers for my new physique is good for my self esteem, after so many crushing fails trying to hold onto man hood, I needed a win. Men hitting on me can make me feel vulnerable but it still flatters my new Girly Girl coded mindstate.

Being so dainty and kitten weak works so much better for my love life too being so fragile and impotent makes me feel like bottoming is right for me, I feel so subby and Queenie and Doctor Klein says that is totally vaild and ok. 


 Like my GF she's smarter, she's way stronger, she protects me, she's got a big important job and like ok true the legal defence she gave me wasn't her best work maybe, a teensy bit of car crash to be honest. It was like she went out of her way to antagonize the Judge and she lost support of the jury so early be being so elitist, bitchy and condescending. 

But like Doctor Klein was right I'd never get anywhere being mad at my attorney, I had to forgive for my own sake for my future as a Dollyboi. But I was surprised when we ended up together.

Sarah is such a Good Mommy GF, giving her power of attorney was just the next logical step, although it seemed scary at first Doctor Klein made it so crystal clear for me making my own decisions is so much scarier!

Sarah is doing so much better as in house Legal Counsel for some big Forced Fem firm and makes so much. So my beloved GF lets me spend my modelling dollars on anything I like. 

The more frivolous the more Sarah loves it.

Clothes, cosmetics, lux blankets, shoes and high grade Cali green for the bad boys at the Basketball Courts who keep me company when Sarah is billing those long hours. Sure they are tough or whatevs but not with me they are so gentle they know I'm delicate.

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