Apple Pie Hopes

 

I get it I was a total douche, I'd dunk on me for getting sentenced to being Forced Feminized too. Arrogant, toxic, violent, a bully, bigotry disguised as edgy humor and worst of all a massive masc slut who treated girls terribly. Doctor Klein has been such a god send in deconstructing how awful I was. 

I'm trying to be a good girl and I support peoples right to laugh at me, but all my ex hook ups, ex team mates and people I used to rough up before I got so dainty Ariana Grande could kick my tushy are being so unfair.

Acting like I've turned boy crazy and won't stop dating. It ain't even like that!


Getting a date with a real man is the only way out of a little kid bed time in a onesie and I ain't looking for coffee dates with my all formula and gerbers diet, get a Doll a proper dinner!

Marissa was my Bestie in Forced Fem Reform School but at some point my fellow Ex Con decided he was my Mommy, I was still so needy and fragile from my emasculation I didn't notice it happening. 

I'd like a man to want something less casual and take me away from this babyish lifestyle but the ones I kinda like don't take me seriously because I need pull ups and a binky to sleep. Marissa sees this as a non issue.

 So I do need my Mommy TBH and he extorts so much money from paypigs, she does give me a responsibility free lifestyle. But I'm not a Tot!


I so can't have it with my Babysitter Tabitha, whining about how tough it was being so Basic, Ditzy, stupid around Cute Boys and being weak and impotent. How he used be the biggest Stud ever, weren't well we all Sweetie?

I'd kill for Mommy to let be a Bitchboi Basic Becky studying something brain dead at community college. Oh and Tabitha stop blowing my spot when I'm out with a man in big girl mode!

  

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